The Beauty of Genetics

She is a strayed little kitten and nothing caught my attention more than her striking gorgeous eyes.

It was hard to get close to her and this was the best I could do, after cropping off a huge piece out of this photo.

Those eyes are real. So real that I ran to my room, get my camera and went for a hide-and-seek game with it.

Well, aren't they beautiful? I mean genetics.

We can never change our appearances, nor even choose to have certain charm or something like that.

Best part is, our personalities and behaviors are also reflected from the genes. Though, it is possible to diminish them bit by bit but never altogether vanished.

So, for some of you who might think that your friends or parents or whoever at all, has attitude problems, I'm happy to say that you can't help it. It's nature, it's genetic, it is meant to be that way.

Don't change for people you hate or who are not worth it at all, for if they ask you to do so, they dislike you for being your true self. What kind of friends would not accept the way you are and wish that you could also be just like them?

Uncivilized barbarians! And for those of you who tried to change but failed to do so, congratulations! I am so proud of you! You did not leave even a bit out of yourself and I love you for that.

Some things are not meant to be changed and some are. But this is not the case!

It is absolutely not worth a tiny drop of effort at all, to change just to fit in. If you're not accepted, who cares! Look around you, there are so many people who are willing to reach out a hand, for you to cling on. So many of them who would wish to befriended you! You are who you are, I love you :)

Stay Strong...

Late Kim

Beloved Son and Friend

(1988-2008)

Funeral ceremony was held last Sunday.
He was a very good friend and a very bright person.
Never could believe this can happened to him.
May him rest in peace.

+447

Okay, so I was calling this weight-obsessed person for two times.

I've tried the two very different numbers that she gave and I omitted the 0 (zero) and added the +447 but the weirdest thing was that the same guy answered, twice with almost the same conversations!

Spooky right!

So, that guy said "Hello?"
And I said "XYZ please?"
He replied "Harrr?"
I stressed "YZ please?"

"Ok, hold on"

With the background distraction of loud TV News noise, a small girl said "Answer the phone!" in a very cute and adorable british accent.

Exactly same conversation happened TWICE spookily at the two different time that I called.

Anyway, I was trying my luck to see if she has Skype account and on my first attempt, I've got it! As soon as I added that contact, I typed my problem about not getting to get in touch with her via the two numbers she gave.

We then talked on Skype.

Talked about many pieces of small memories that happened long time ago.
Hahaha, she was complaining about why I know so much about her "embarrassing moments" as she doesn't know any of mine!

While she was busy packing her stuff, at the same time stressing for tomorrow's exam, a friend of her called and I heard her conversed in Mandarin, funny! Hahahaha!

Oh wait, before that, she told me that as soon as she woke up, she started packing until I called. So, basically she hasn't got the time to wash up yet and out of sudden, I heard some "squishy" noise and immediately I laughed!

She was brushing her teeth and I can hear it! Hahaha! She said she didn't want to interrupt me, that's why she didn't stop me from talking. Another funny thing was when we were supposed to talk on the microphone, we messaged each other instead. It was weird and funny! HAHAHA!

Still funny! The bad thing was that she was showing off her Cokes collection to me! Grr... I will never forget you! You better reserve some for me okay? Hehehehe!

So, as Sonali was yelling from my corridor and as she was about to go get her breakfast, we hung up. I told her to check out my blog and I'm pretty sure she'll laugh non-stop.

Alright, all the best of luck for your last paper tomorrow okay?

Take care, miss you!

P/S : If you read this and want to comment, input your name as "WO Person" ok? Heheheh! You know what!

Tagged by Zengie

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:

1. I have a bad face, or should I say, skin? Sigh...

2. I enjoy hanging out in both very quiet and deafening loud places

3. I think about many small little things that happened to me

4. I feel lonely being left out by friends

5. I love to eat and always try to experiment with new types of food

6. I am that technology-savvy person

7. Agree with Zengie "I LOVE MY LIFE"

7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME:

1. Tight and very narrow places

2. Loneliness

3. Often, thoughts about what should I do if this particular person dies... *choi*

4. Flying

5. Surprises (I know, are you surprised?)

6. Insufficient cash

7. Confronting people

7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST:

1. Fuck, man!

2. "Huh?"

3. Oookaaayy...

4. Who the fuck does s/he think s/he is?

5. Hey! What's up?

6. Hng...

7. *coughs*

7 THINGS I TREASURE THE MOST:

1. Families

2. Any relationships at all

3. "Indian"

4. "Omani"

5. Money $$$

6. My gadgets

7. Emails from Friends (not forwarded ones!)

7 "FIRST TIME" THINGS I EVER DID:

1. Many first times during NS training (eg, flying-fox, 12-foot obstacle, kayaking)

2. Flying of course, last Saturday

3. Got Gold and Platinum credit cards, with no limit!!! I love you dad!

4. Travel alone in flight to another country

5. Study abroad

6. Experienced almost get killed while working two years ago

7. Get into University for just a Sem and dropped out after that :(

Typhoon Frank

So, Typhoon Frank hit the Southern parts of the Philippines and our flying schedule is messed up by that. The rain has fallen since Sunday 3am UNTIL now!

Filipino Clouds are crazily filled with water like sponges and they keep refilling themselves! Pouring rain for so long, pausing only for few minutes and then continue their duty. If there were to be an empty pool sized 25mX25m here, it would be filled up by now.

Also, the big tree behind the Administration Office, in front of Room 2 (or 3) fell hitting the roof and affected the internet connections. That is why I was not be able to get online for two days.

That's it for now.

Green

"There's only one species in the world who can save all the others - human"

Well, first off, I'm not sure if that's the exact quote, in any ways, we get the meaning. I've been watching a lot of Discovery Channel, National Geographic and Animal Planet (nerdy, I know!) and I've always understand the need of green in our planet Earth.

I assume the tree above is half dead half alive. There's a lot of activities of shaving off the forests all around the world to replace them with concrete jungles. I say we should reserve some (I know we have national reserve parks, okay! But they're not enough...) for the future.

ONE DAY, EVERYTHING WILL BE GONE!

It is really up to mankind to save their own future, thus saving the rest's too. Start loving nature, no harm done.

Anxiety

So, it's 2:42AM, Saturday morning. I got butterflies in my stomach!
My first flight tomorrow. Opps, I mean later.
Out of nowhere, I felt like, "Shit, how if I'm not well-prepared enough for my flight?"
The next moment, I took my friend's motorbike and went to MINI STOP to get some "remedies" for my anxiety.
Bought a RM4.23 (freaking expensive compared to Malaysian's) long Gardenia Bread, "instant" Fried Rice (Sweet & Sour), a Stuffed Pandesal and a slice of Black Forest Cake.

Phew, I'm gonna heat the rice and take it as my breakfast later and then heat the pandesal and keep it in my flight bag for my Project Sudden-Hunger (Plan B; B=Back Up) later for who knows if "butterflies" were the ones emptying my stomach before my flight!
Alright, gotta catch a few hours of sleep! Wish me luck!

Missed it by That Much!

Sonali, in fact, DID NOT get smarter even after watching the movie. Too bad. Hahaa!

Very funny! It's been long since the last comedy show. (Hmm...?)
Anyway, signing off. Good night :)

And I got my Gold Card today!

Sighs...

So, here I am, having my Venti Mocha Frap at Starbucks alone, trying to be alone.
I came out here middle of the night just to get away, away from every messed-up stuff.
I am missing Malaysia, my home country, my families, and my friends, all from SSS, KHS and Nottingham.

Sigh... Having found out that I've been left out for so many occasions, e.g., gatherings and hanging-outs, I really do feel left alone.
Well, can't blame them because I was the one who left Suria and lost contact with many of the Surians, I was the one went back to Kajang High School and didn't make much of difference in my circle of friends and I was the one dropped out from Nottingham.

I really wonder, who will show up if I host a party and invited all that I know. Who?
The NS and Nottingham gangs would most probably be the very firsts to confirm their attendence, but what about the Surians and KHSians?

Well, the only way to find out is to HOST A PARTY!
I will and you will receive my invitation.
Let's just hope it's not very long from now... (fingers crossed!)

See you then!

The Incredible Hulk

Just watched it and it's great! Appearance of Robert Downey Junior (Iron Man) from Stark Industry! Have fun!

I Heart Nottingham Campaign

Thanks Marcus for the Tee! I'll send you a birthday gift if I couldn't make it back to Malaysia on the 12th of 12! Take care, Notti-kids!

Phew...

So, first thing's first, I hereby apologize for the vulgar language that I've been using for posts titled "WTF..." all three parts.

Done.

Now, I'm happy things have been going okay and I will appreciate it. Hopefully, we're all straight-forward enough to point out each other's weaknesses and not hide anymore things, to avoid deeper misunderstandings.

That's it. I can just hope for things to be better, day by day. No more conflicts.

Signing off. Night :)

WTF Part 3

I just hoped badly that there will not be Part 3 of this story. Fuck this man!

Guess what? I heard the Chief Flight Instructor (CFI) got his license today and since he is assigned to me, I should fly with him but two or three days ago, Gimby came knocking on my room and this happened:

GB : CFI said you are lacking behind and he assigned me to you. You will fly with me.
Me : (Nodded)
GB : Ok, I want you to cut your hair and make sure it's short, best if it's as short as mine (bald).
Me : But...
GB : Yes, I know about the issue of the other foreigners' hair, in fact, you can get the haircut of theirs, if you want to. Or else, I will have to ask you to cut again, shorter!
Me : ...
GB : Or else, you can't fly!

So, what happened just n0w was, I tried to convince CFI that I could probably wait for another one or two weeks so that I get him back as my flying instructor.

And, based on the conversation with Gimby, technically, NO, I mean, OBVIOUSLY, he was threatening me! How stupid of me that I didn't talk to the CFI before my haircut! I PAY TO FLY, YOU ARE TAKING MY SALARY!

I'm not unhappy because of my stupid hair, it's the blackmailing, using CFI's name and threatening parts that I fucking hate! We're normal human beings, tell me, who likes to be forced to do something? FUCK THAT!

I'm so sure YOU will get screwed if I report to the CFI that you used his name! FUCK YOU Faggot!!!

No more shit from you! Also, the bitchiest sluts, the clerks! Come on, it's my hair! Do you own job or I'll port you, you might be fired! (Nah, I don't have that kinda power like the others!)

They totally spoiled my days here and extremely spoiled the Filipinos' image, to WORSE! Good luck in your lives! You won't hear from me again! FUCK THIS FUCKING SCHOOL!

WTF Part TWO

Now fuck that! You want me to cut my hair huh?

BEFORE

I finally did it not because I raised my white flag, because I'm professional. You bloody racists!
AFTER (sigh...)

Alright, now let's talk about one of my personal stuffs - MY hair. I don't know what the fuck is their (clerk boss-wannabe, staffs, instructors, shitty people) problem with my hair! Hey, it's my personal thing, mind you.

That fucking clerk, she is so, SO SICK! Keep telling me, "Zellent, when are you going to cut your hair? If you don't cut, you can't fly."

Right. As if you grounded me for few months just because of my hair. HEY, it's your fault in the first place that I wasn't schedule OKAY?!

And oh, fyi, I'm NOT a FILIPINO! No foreigners shave their hair off! Why should I be the first one? Just because I don't have a sister's husband's uncle's niece's mother's brother who works in some airline company and who should be able to save this fucking school, doesn't mean I can be bullied! I'm quiet because I don't wanna start a fight with you NOT because I'm afraid of you! What do you have that I don't? Oh, that fucking attitude, sorry I've forgotten.

I can't express how much I hate this place anymore. I would rather get stucked in Malaysia, not having the feeling of leaving for so-called Superb Education abroad, than coming here to study, !@#$%^& Philippines!

Anyway, I'm relieved in a way because I realized that YOU will still be stucked in this fucking place for a very long, long time!

Sigh... Save me. I'm living in a very torturing and fucking bad place with faggot-attitude people...

Signing out ---

WHAT THE FUCK?!

So, I've watched all these movies (Kung Fu Panda, Narnia II, Sex and the City, Indiana Jones IV) in the past week and yes, "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THOSE INCONSIDERATE FILIPINO MOVIE-GOERS?!"

Not once, neither twice nor trice! They keep making NOISE! Bloody fools! What, are they trying to translate English to English to me huh? When Prince Caspian appears, that stupid guy two seats next to mine said "Oh, that's the prince. His name is Caspian."

Yes yes, I can see that! I'm not that dumb, unlike you! GRRR!

A few more bitches said "OH MY GAWWWD, I have that very similar dress Sarah Jessica Parker is wearing!"

Ok, ok, whether you have it or not, make your noise outside the cinema puh-leasee!

God! Can't anyone even understand what Kung Fu Panda's Ad (for switching cell phones to silent mode) means?! It SIMPLY just means, "TURN YOUR CELLS ON SILENT, FAGGOTS!"

And and and, what was that? "Oh, it's an UFO! I'm really sure it's an UFO! They're aliens! I should have known that! I mean how could that kinda skull exist on earth right? And and the blah blah blah..."

CUT THE CRAP. THANK YOU.

"One World, One Community"

Well, I designed that gold-coloured pin. It was actually for my club when I was in high school, but... long story. Anyway, don't bother staring at the 'globe' because it's neither Malaysia nor any other part of the earth.

So, anyone know where can I find a factory to remake this pin with the exact same design? Please feel free to let me know. I'm planning to remake them and distribute them to my close friends. Thanks!

Year 2007 Countdown

Miss those times...
Counting down for year 2007!
Was browsing my pictures and there's a lot, a lot of good memories!
Sigh, missing many friends and cousins!

Taby! Genie! Vicky!

Just to name some great, cool cousins!

Well, I still remember before leaving for that countdown, I wasn't pack for National Service for the next day!
Came back at around 4am and was rushing to pack. Ended up didn't sleep and was so fed up waiting for three buses to go to Gua Musang Camp, Kelantan.

Anyway, gotta get some rest! Good night :)

Somebody's Life

I've re-edited three times for this post. I just wanna express how much I love my life despite the fact that negativities are still punching me in reality and realizing it every morning I wake up, I live with them. I can't say that my life is perfect and I do feel like living in someone else's life sometimes but, overall, I'm pretty much contented on mine.

To think of it, I have all the things I've ever wanted; great parents, great brothers and great close friends. I have all the gadgets that I want, the money that I can spend, the brothers who can lend me hands from and the friends that I could never wished for more.

My parents, they're like the best thing on earth that could happen to me. All the love, care and money they've poured on me is something that I could never forget and I vow to keep that in my heart, wishing to repay them in ways they never thought of.

I hate myself sometimes. How could I even think of hating my own life and wanting to live other's, which I assumed to be better?! Last night, I was looking at my room and I saw these things, my room, my stuff and myself! For me, I do think I have a great life.

Just recently, I keep reminding myself that I have a really good life, good family, good people, good education and nice gadgets :)

I don't have to be envious of others' lives for they may have felt the same on mine!