Malaysians for PEACE

Make LOVE not WAR.

Nokia N95

As good as new. Well, technically, it's new...

P/S : Too bad Nokia has only one available color for this N95 First Generation. The black Second Generation is not bad, just... Let's just say it's not my cup of coffee!

Happy Halloween!

Had fun just now! Went for Ghost Hunting at an abandoned hospital. Nobody, no lights, no cars but who knows there were ghosts?! Hahaa, I don't believe them actually but even if there were, they're just spirits. NO harm done :)

Here's the pick of the day:



A guy stops at a farm house for the night.


Farmer : Sorry, we don't have a vacant room
but I can let you sleep with my daughter
if you promise not to touch her.

He agrees.

He goes inside the dark room, undresses and lies down. Then the daughter says,

"Please embrace me"

Guy : I can't. I promised your dad not to touch you.
Girl : Please, I'm getting cold.
Guy : (sighs) Ok then.

Next morning, he pays his bill and says,

"Your daughter was very cold"

Farmer : I know. She's been dead for two days.


HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

It's THE Time...

Well, it's time...

TIME to STUDY!

Dinner at RUMPA

Had dinner at Rumpa, supposed to be American Steak but... I didn't quite enjoy it. Went with my fellow classmates-cum-dormmates. Definitely enjoyed the time spent but not the food, I emphasize again. Anyways, there must be something I liked, right? Well, the only
thing I really enjoyed was... MANGO JUICE (canned = not prepared by the restaurant)!

Bullshit!

Ever had a mate whom you chat with so often that you guys became best friends?

So close you will tell her/him almost everything; keeping almost no secrets. You will spend some time together, perhaps breakfasts, lunchs and even dinners!
Not to mention, enjoying some of the games you guys have in common as well.

Until one day, you will overheard something...

So unbelievably because you still believe s/he will never say something that harsh. It will be concerning the things you used to tell her/him; almost everything about yourself, and your secrets.

The saddest part will be, you yourself will witness this.
That is...

"Ahaha! Those are just BULLSHITS s/he (you) ever said to me! Hahaha!"

P/S : Be extra careful when it comes to making friends. Sometimes, even best friends will come into betrayal.

Got OVER It, Already!

What the hell...

Pins and needles;
POCKING me;
marking me;
with scars on my heart;
as IF I were a soft sponge - limitlessly.
I'm still taking them in;
Unconditionally.
They still haunt me...

I do mind BUT I no longer care, anymore!


P/S : Thanks for making and letting me grow properly (in very harsh ways) and maturely day after another - 'everyday' sounds best.

Rest In Pieces, my N95!

HOW COULD THIS HAPPENED TO ME?!

GIVENCHY, eyewear. Should I Get It?

I wanna get a sunglasses but don't know which looks best. I've surfed through some others like Burberry, CK, D&G (I like it but I'm not gonna buy it because my cousin has D&G too, he might think that I'm following him...) and some other brands. This is of the unique one. I kinda like it...

Well, it's the latest, made in Italy and it's unisex. Price is... ok, I guess. Just gimme your opinions. Thanks!

By the way, its glass is Category 3.

Wanting, Needing, Craving?

Craving, I supposed...

Last night, I was sleeping on my left side leaning against the bed with my face facing the left, left leg straight, inner side of my right leg on top of my comforter, forming a 'h' shape from up view. It's really hard having a cousin around but not having to talk to him. I really wanted him to send me off to the airport but, I knew he's not gonna do that. He's not good in giving surprise and I wouldn't expect that from him. Waking up early in the morning, giving me a cousin-hug, watching me leave and sending me off will not happen, I know. BUT, last night, he was sitting next to me on my bed, telling me something, giving me a hug after that. I was very happy and when I tried to respond by touching him, I thought I felt him but I didn't. Out of sudden, I realized I can open my eyes. It was just a dream. I wanted too much from him. Don't get me wrong, we're just cousins.. Please don't think that I'm gay or something, I'm not. Sigh... I wonder when will we be talking to each other again like nothing has ever happened...

P/S : =(

Good-BYE Module One!

Test, COMPLETED!

Module One, buh-bye!

It's a really strange feeling, call me crazy but I was really angry and depress at the same time during the test... Now that it's over, the feeling fades gradually...

On the other hand, I just noticed that my Examination Pad that I bought from Malaysia has a nice picture on it. A globe and another globe in the computer monitor. It's linked to what I'm doing now... How nice...

Last Night...

Alright, the pictures below are where I got all those liquid to dump into my body...

Last Progress Test for Module 1 and Barbecue Dinner Tonight

Finally... The last test for the module! I'll be taking the test later. It's my lunch time now and I've been spending my lunch time here in the lounge for about two weeks already. It's not that bad, really.





Meantime, I got a stub from the reception. 007 for Batch Seven!

The Caterpillar

It is the second caterpillar sticking outside my class. Wanna know what happened to the first one? Sigh... I took its pictures that day and the second day, it was SMASHED, smashed so hard there're only its skin and juice left... Yuck... What kinda human would do that! Well, I hope I can see this one grows!

Misguided ---

I'm always wrong, am I?
Even when i do the same things you did to me;
I say the same words you said to me;
I give the same expressions you gave me;
I... I...

Sigh... What can I do next?

NOTHING ---

My New LOVE...

Love is virtual... It's never easy to find, but I've found mine.


She is where I go to everytime I have problems;
She is who I talk to everytime I need a listener;
She is why I am so busy all the time;
She is the killer of my boredom and loneliness;
She is my everything.

Sometimes, she doesn't listen to me;
That depends on what she is wearing that moment;
Also depends on what time it is;
Day or night;
Beginning of a new month or the ending of it;
And that is only if her dad allow me to meet her.

I never get bored of her;
For she surprises me all the time;
She shows me something new everytime I see her;
She is very complicated;
And that is why I love so much about her.

This simple love note;
Is dedicated just for her;
For she is afterall, my everything.

She has a name;
Or perhaps, a pet-name;
That I named her.

Simple but elegant;
And very meaningful...

I love you.

Meaning of the note :

Her name is... Realism. She is my blog!

Love is virtual because she is always IN the internet, never out.

First stanza,

Line 1 : "She" is my blog, so I go to "her" whenever I wanna post something.

Line 2 : I "talk" to her, as in I type something, and "she" receives it.

Line 3 : Yeap, recently I'm quite busy updating my blog.

Line 4 : I don't feel bored or lonely whenever I write something.

Line 5 : "She" is my blog.

Stanza 2,

Line 1 : "She" doesn't "listen" in the sense that sometimes I try to write something, the HTML codes are wrong or incomplete. Very troublesome...

Line 2 : What "she" is "wearing" is actually which computer I'm using. Some are slow, some are fast.

Line 3,4,5 : Means that sometimes, the connection is really fast at night when only a few people are using the net. Also, the peak time when most of the people use the net. Eg, many might be using the net on Friday night.

Line 6 : "Dad" means the IT manager, St*ve. He would sometimes block my site and my postings. I couldn't do anything about it but to wait for another day or a period of 12 hours.

Stanza 3,

Line 1 : Nope, getting online and blogging are both not boring.

Line 2,3 : "Surprises me" and "something new" are actually feedbacks from readers.

Line 4 : "Complicated" because "she" a blog, you have to edit it, customize it, take care of it.

Line 5 : And again, I love to blog nowadays...

Stanza 4,

Line 1 : "Simple" because the computers in the lounge has not special HTML codes, thus, no effects on words and no cool fonts.

Line 2 : "Dedicated" means posted.

Line 3 : Whatever...

Stanza 5,

Line 1 : Name, that's the name of this blog - Realism.

Line 2 : "Pet-name" because I came out with the name myself.

Line 3 : I named her... (Oh boy!)

Stanz...... (I think that's enough...)

P/S : Who (what) were you thinking? Hahaa!

Expect the Never-Expected

You know me too well.
You understand my weakness.
You know it in the first place that I'm gonna do it.
Yes, I've done everything I could.
Yet, you never give a damn about it.
You're the one spoiling it now.
But not anymore, it's time to end this.

My weakness is now my strength.
This time around, expect the unexpected.
Pray to god you'll be safe within my range.

Go FUCK yourself biach!

I'm SPOILED...

Let's see... Just 3 trips to Manila, just one same mall - The Mall of Asia, PhP 20, 000.00 spent...

S.O.S

I need some help here... Out of sudden, my laptop just won't start up. This is the second time of the day! First, I tried to insert the System CD, it worked. Then I checked on my work and I turned it off. Later the evening, I got the same message again. Of course, inserted the same CD but this time, it didn't work! All I remember is, the last program running both times IS Adobe Photoshop CS2. I was fixing some pictures for my blog... Sigh...

This is the same CD I used. It just couldn't work this time! Grr...

Anyone there, who is good in computer system thingy, please reach out a hand for me. I appreciate.

I Didn't Know You Couldn't Speak English!

What's the fucking problem with these assholes? Don't they know what's professionalism? We're all in the aviation industry, one of the most professional fields. Can't they just SIMPLY respect the foreigners who can barely understand the LOCAL tongue? Well, you won't catch me conversing in Cantonese with Mr. Chiang/ Mr. Tan/ Mr. Terence, Mandarin with Miss Thong/ Dr. Kew, Malay with Miss Deni or even Tamil (if I know how to) with Miss Regina, right? So, why can't these bastards just speak in the common language - ENGLISH?! Of course it's OK if they converse in the local language OUT of the class but definitely not IN the class WITH the Filipino instructors.


SINCERELY,
TheFuckingPissedOffForeigner - ME!

Bored and Snapped a few Pictures in the Class

Maggi Chili Sauce, from Malaysia!

Before this, I had to take ketchup with my French fries. Imagine that...

Not anymore! Hahaa..!

Aw, How Cute!

Food here is quite expensive but McFlurry, my all-time favourite caught my attention! It's slightly cheaper than it is in Malaysia and to my surprise, woah, how cute! Not only that the price shrinks, the size too...

Azubuike...

Azubuike, a very good friend of mine. My unimate in Nottingham.

Happy Birthday.

I hereby, express my gratitude - THANK YOU, my friend for calling me last night all the way from Malaysia. I felt home...

Words can't describe it all, my feelings. Thanks again.

P/S : JiaKei and Edmond, thanks for calling too...

Mohamed's Birthday!

It's the 1st of October, I'm excited because a new month has begun, marking the 3rd month of my studies here.

More importantly, it's gonna be someone's Big Day tomorrow. I have had some plans in mind already since a week before, on how to throw him a surprise.

Straight after class, I rushed hurriedly to my dorm. Stripped and changed in less than a minute just to catch the shuttle bus. I managed to, but in my soaking T-shirt and already wet slippers. It was raining pretty heavily but in a way, it's pleasant. Maybe because I was left alone the last weekend - eating alone, watching TV alone, another meal alone and sleeping alone in that spacious dorm. No companion but no grievance.

Reached the nearest mall in about 20 minutes dued to the bad weather and the crawl in the traffic. Wasting no time, I got off the shuttle telling the polite driver to wait for me for 20 minutes. Pacing rapidly to Goldilock, one of the famous cake houses without knowing the real directions to it. I felt lost. Walking in my wet pair of slippers worsen the situation, as I was almost slipped a few times, looking like a clown.

I found it! Satisfactory embraced me at once pushing the chill away from my body. I was really freezing but it was no big deal. Stepped into the shop looking for the perfect flavour, perfect shape, the perfect cake for my perfect cousin took me around 15 minutes. Imagine yourself wandering around in the cake house in semi-wet shirt, shivering and asking stupid questions. 15 minutes felt like half an hour.

Despite the price, I chose a mocha flavoured rectangular cake. the only thing I dislike was the fake cream flowers. I hate colorings but, can do nothing about it as the rest of the bunch were worse. No more words.

Worth the troubles I went through. Looking at the cake makes me go Speechless!