The Power of Force

Despite the fact that I might seemed like I was enjoying myself in the picture, I wasn't. I was "violently" forced by Sonali to stay that way and willingly letting her to capture that moment. Fuck, I looked like a fucking gay man! Haha, the end. Good night :)

New Chapters

My life here has been nothing more than misery. Though, I did not, do not and will not give up! YES, I just said (typed) that!

Anyway, I'm here to collect words of encouragement from y'all.
What I mean is that I will begin to open a few of new chapters in my life.
Which means new goals to be achieved.

I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT.
I DO.

Three chapters to be precise.
I do not wish to tell you the full details first before I can finally prove myself.
But, the hints are-

First chapter : Something to do with Air, Fucking-retarded (supposedly) well-respected bunch of People and the Government.
Second chapter : Something to do with Strings, Sound and Patience.
Third chapter : Something to do with the Whole Universe and Precious Moments.

Thank you for your support and encouragement (if any, ever).

Pre-Graduation Party

Have I mentioned that I've graduated from my Ground School? Maybe, maybe not. The point is, I was freed from Ground School officially on the 31st of January, 2008 and we (Course 007 a.k.a Mile Altus Stipes) threw a fantastic party before our graduation ceremony, which was the next day.

The party went on so great that it was unforgettable. Really, I mean, how often can you see me feeding these buggers with beers, vodkas, gins and tequilas?

Anyway, that bar was very crowded! We've invited technically the whole school of cadets and those who attended were of surprisingly over our expectations because most of them seriously LOVE to play hard to get (invite)! Those present were Course 005 to Course 010! I guess that was the only time that we had such a great party for such a long, long time!

I hereby thank all of them who were there and also to my Ex-Coursemates (which is Course 007). Without them, I would never have experienced the night life in the Philippines!

P/S : They were the very first ones who killed my boredom by taking me to the red light district here, at least, until I know my own ways!

High School

I was browsing through my pictures and stopped on this. This reminds me a lot of my high school friends. Yeah, I do miss them sometimes but, I'm a little selfish and keep thinking of moving forward, faster. It's hard to keep in contact with all of them and who knows if they have idea of where I am now. Anyway, if any of you stumble across this, please send me your contact details, alright?

P/S : Wonder why there are five giant heads above the rest of the class? Haha, those four were not present during the photo shoot and I was the one taking this lousy picture. So, to keep everyone united, I've photoshopped our five heads into that photo.

Reminds Me of My Best Friends, Sonali and Ibrahim!

Chinese Girls

First date
You get to buy her an expensive dinner but nothing happens.
 
Second date 
You buy her an even more expensive dinner. Again, Nothing Happens!
 
Third date
You usually don't get up to third date because you are smart enough to realize that 
nothing is ever going to happen.

P/S : They like to play hard to get!

Indian Girls

First date
Meet her parents. 

Second date
Set the date of the wedding. 

Third date
Wedding night.

P/S : They have this arranged marriage thingy!

Arab Girls

First Date

Mother, Father, Brothers, Sisters, Cousins, Aunts, Uncles, Friends and entire arab community finds out. 

Second Date 
You are shot dead.

Third date 
Not Applicable.

P/S : God knows!

Untitled

Waking up few days ago, I was stormed with deep thoughts.

Thinking, "Who are my friends?" in confusion.

The real ones, I meant.

And, am I considered a friend? Am I the good one then?

Thus, I was thinking to blog about this.

To find my real friends.

But I can't seem to think of any main title.

Yes, it will be 'Untitled'.

Something I extremely love about friendship, the love and care.

Without any whatsoever, conditions or limits.

Some, might feel that it is all about give and take.

In my case, I would rather not give nor take.

For there will be greater consequences.

So what if I have close friends in my short period of life?

Back to when I was in Nottingham, I mixed fairly well with some.

Some, who are mostly from the Bio-Science Faculty.

Immediately, I felt belonged, again.

But... Yes, there is a but...

These peers do not live on a permanent basis in a same place.

They are very well spreaded around Malaysia.

Malacca, Port Dickson, Johore, Northen KL, just to name a few.

Now, I'm here, in this international aviation institute.

Having more globalized friends.

Expanding my network of friendship.

This time, worse.

They are spreaded all around the world.

Singapore, India, Oman, Bahrain, Jordan, Lebanon and Romania.

They no longer sound foreign to me anymore.

Let's say one day, if my car would to break down in the middle of no where.

Whose name is the one that will first pop out in my mind?

Who am I going to ask help from?

I can't name any.

Fact is, I do know who will be reaching out their hands for me.

Whenever I need any help in any form.

But still, who can stay in other's life forever?

I can't bare this anymore.

Separation, for me, is the worst feeling.

I do think that most people need at least ONE friend to support them.

Support them and being supported at the same time.

Till the end of life.

I'm not different from them.

Soon, very soon, I will be out there working in this young age of nineteen.

Twenty, to be considered the maximum age of my first job.

I believe I can survive, alone.

In this field of aviation, especially, people come and go.

Easily, in just at matter of a blink of eye.

Who will stay for you?

Can friends you met when you were a teenager see you getting married?

Having their children playing with yours?

Come to think of it, it would be the most ideal form of promise.

Promise between friends.

That is to live life together, and to see each other end it.

I still remember how lively my life was when I was in National Service.

New-met friends stayed with me for merely three months.

Doing almost anything that could be done together, together.

Genders were not an issue because we weren't very conservative.

Nurturing our friendship with joy and sorrow.

How well people from KL, Selangor, Perak and Kelantan itself, mixed.

Was still unbelievable.

On the last day of our training, March 11, was simply remarkable.

It was the day when most of us were trying to save our friendships.

Bonds they were trying so hard to keep it strong.

Knowing it may loosen up by time.

Without the presence of those friends around.

Shit, I can't seem to sort my points orderly!

This is so fucked up...

But I hope things that I wrote up here are understandable.

And are fully expressed.

Who can be my friends for life?

Who will be?

Comment (not on cBox) please, to support my perspective.

I will be happy to find someone who has the similar point of view.

Thank you.

Yamaha Semi-Acoustic Electric Guitar

Have You Ever...

Climbed a tree?

Guess I had when I was a kid!

Made out with your best friend?

Almost!

Danced in the rain?

If jumping around is considered dancing!

Asked someone out?

As in date? Yeah... (and I'm glad!)

Ate something really horrible-looking?

Hell yeah! Try 'Balut'! (Filipino's cuisine : Half matured duck egg... Eww!)

Picked your nose and ate it?

Now that's something really horrible-looking stuff that I would never want to try!

Fallen in love with someone of the same sex?

Doesn't it mean G-A-Y? Hell N-O!

Streaked?

In a few of my dreams! Phew, thank god they weren't in reality!

Watched a meteor shower?

Just like SookLee, I wish I had!

Masturbated in front of other people?
Nah, just fantasized of it! (ROTFL!)

Fallen in front of a ton of people?
Yeah, remind me bout that! The remedy is first, think of a stage full of students and guests. Secondly and lastly, go trip yourself on your way up there!

Been in a play?

Hm, does the Malay-drum playing counted? That was like, when I was six?

Written a really good story?

Tried, and FAILED to...

Been published?

Refer question "Written a really good story?" please.

Ate a bug?

More like killed a bug? Haha!

Been in love with someone way older than you?

Most of the time actually... Come on, who do you expect a Sagittarian of the year to fall in love with? Capricornians? That's gotta be hard, I supposed...

Kissed someone of the same sex?

Yes and it was a dare, ok? Considering air-kissed too, yeah...

Been to a protest?
Wanted to, but didn't know who to protest to and, by the way, from who?

Gotten high with a bunch of friends?
A bunch of friends? Yes. Oh wait, and with another estimated of at least 100,000 guests at a Rave Party, Port Dickson few years back? Hell yeah!

Smoked in front of your parents?

No, always remember, "Smoking is bad for your children!" (Written in most of the Philippines-packed cigarette packs).

Stolen something from a friend?

Oh yeah! Those were some freaking good Chicken McNuggets and Fries! Yum yum!

Flirted with a random guy/girl?

And got her number too! What a sweet Korean!

Played an instrument in a performance?
Remember the instrument 'Recorder'? Yeah. But never with my violin or guitar yet!

Skipped school?
Stick with SookLee, "Who haven't?" right?

Gone "down to the pond" (smoked at school)?

Nah, didn't got close friends to do that with...

Fingered someone (and shook her father's hand right after)?
Hehe! Close to death too!

Made out with someone you hate?
Hm, I don't consider my girlfriends/ex-es or strangers someone I hate.

Written someone a nasty letter?
Shh, Y-E-S and enjoyed it!

Cried over someone you loved?
I know it's not gonna make me look good but yeah... I had.

Cried over someone you didn't even know?

Friend's funeral. Shyt, I meant his late-mother's.

Gone swimming in your clothes?
And later on, got caught by the guards!

Taken a class you knew you'd fail?

That was Accounting but I didn't fail though!

Eaten gum that someone else had already chewed (a friend)?

"SookLee : That's disgusting." Agree!

Been drunk with your parents?
Just tipsy. So, no.

Danced with a guy/girl you really liked but were afraid to tell them?

No. I'm a bad dancer. Stupid breakdance didn't work in that club's dance floor...

Run barefoot through the grass at night with your girl/boyfriend?

Nah, wished! My ex was a clean freak! (Me too actually!)

Eaten something live?
Definitely a NO. Not even raw food! The last time I did, I puked (almost) all the sushi I had. Besides, I don't eat fish... I know, weird. Whatever.

Kissed a frog?
What, it'll turn into a prince princess? Don't think so!

Kissed someone who looked like a frog?
No no no. I wouldn't do that in that first place if that someone looks like a frog!

Been to summer camp?
Several times.

Had a best friend?
Not just one! A few of them!

Wanted to kill someone?
Oh yeah! Please allow me! Please?

Seen a dead person?

... yes.

P/S : Tagged by SookLee. I guess she thought of me (somehow) while filling these blanks! (I'm gonna figure out which one!)